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Procrastination & Inconsistency

Hey there foodies, I have not posted in awhile but I am very happy to be putting this blog together for everyone this evening. This post is not food related but more so life related and I felt like it was important for me to “get it all out” put everything out in the open and hopefully, find some empowerment in doing so. I am sure you have read the title by now and you’re thinking to yourself “doesn’t everyone procrastinate.” Short answer….probably but that’s not the point. One of my biggest struggles in life, aside from Bi-polar depression, is dealing with procrastination and inconsistency. Take my blog for example: I have not posted in two months and I walk pass my computer almost every day thinking how I should post a blog but never get around to it. It’s not even like I was having a busy day and I truthfully didn’t have time, I would much rather sleep or watch TV. I never really wanted to think of myself as a lazy person but the struggle is too real not to be real about it. I find myself frustrated, even with myself because I know I can do better and be better but I don’t understand why I can’t motivate myself to do so. When I was young, I was such a motivated girl, I would do things just because someone told me I couldn’t and I made things happen. Before anyone thinks “well maybe it’s your depression” I had chronic depression disorder as a kid and somehow still pushed through it to accomplish goals without much family support. So what can it be? What is it about adult Telisha that just can’t seem to get it together? Short answer…..I have no freaking clue.

What I do know is that I would be a lot more successful in my life, if I wasn’t so inconsistent. If I didn’t tell myself “I’ll do it later” or “It’s not a good time now.” Instead I am sitting on my couch being stared down by my cat blogging about how I can’t get up and get things done. I know I sound like I am venting, like this post is more of a diary entry then anything but I am so over myself it’s not even funny. Truth be told, I have no answers, I have no excuses, I have no reasoning as to why it seems so hard for me to pick myself up and motivate myself to do better . All I can tell myself is, as long as I don’t give up, I’ll never fail. But have I not given up already and just not willing to admit it to myself?

Sad part is deep down I believe in my ability to write and I believe that I could accomplish my dreams of becoming a freelance writer, owning my own business and brand. Truth…. I believe in the idea of my dreams but not myself…not enough at least. Anyway, as an effort to change I told myself I absolutely was going to write a blog post today and I just wanted to write what was on my mind. Maybe just maybe sharing this public will give me the push I need, maybe coming to terms with who I have been to people I don’t even know will make a difference. It’s not always easy turning the mirror on yourself but sometimes it is necessary.

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Story Time: My First Encounter with Tofu

For those of you who are not vegetarians or vegans the thought of tofu is probably scary. You hear all the horror stories about it being bland, slimy and gross. And just like you, I was a bit skeptical trying it for the first time. In today’s story time, I want to talk about my first run in with tofu and how my relationship with it has evolved over the years. Hopefully, I can inspire at least one person, who may be afraid of tofu, to try it at least once and who knows, you may even love it.

I waited for a good solid year before I even considered trying tofu. After awhile I felt like I had to try it, I mean, I am a vegetarian and this is something a vegetarian would eat. I thought maybe I was missing out on something but at the same time, much like brussels sprouts, tofu had a bad rep. People would tell me it lacked textured, it taste like nothing or it was the worst thing they ever tried. A lot of my friends would say they can only eat it in miso soup and I should try it that way first. In true Telisha Fashion however, I decided not to go with the norm and try it in miso soup but to order General Tso tofu from a Chinese food restaurant instead.

By this time, I was in college, full of life and way too excited to try this tofu dish. I would like to point out that I was in Michigan and Michigan, in my opinion, does not have the best Chinese food. I walked back to my dorm, food in hand and I was so ready to open up a new chapter in my culinary journal. My first impression was that it didn’t smell too bad. In my meat eating life, I really enjoyed General Tso chicken, so I was familiar with the sauce. Not going to lie though, it didn’t look that great. I picked up a piece with my fork and it slide right off, I swear I even saw it giggle a little bit as it fell back into the tray. At this point, I am not feeling so great about this but my mama didn’t raise no punk, and I was not going to back out now! Let’s fast forward a little bit and by this time I am face down in a toilet, trying desperately to rid my body of that foreign giggly piece of whatever I just ate. You ever eat something and get angry? I was so over it and just ended up throwing the whole meal away.

Going forward about 6 months later, tofu crossed my mind again. I have always been the kind of person to give things more than one try. I decided not to buy it from a restaurant this time but to actually prepare it at home. When I opened up the package I thought it smelled weird, I almost called it quits again but I decided to keep going. I had found a recipe online for Crispy Fried Tofu. I made it….I tried it…I loved it! At the point I realized that it wasn’t that I didn’t like it the first time, it was that, I did not like how it was prepared.

Over the years, I have made so may tofu recipes. From homemade tofu sausage to my own upgrade and so much better, general tso tofu. The thing to know about tofu is that alone, it is bland but that is my favorite part about it. Think of it as a blank canvas and you, as the artist, has the opportunity to add some much life and flavor to it. When I talk to people about tofu now, I always recommend trying it fried first because it was a game changer for me. I also say, ‘If you don’t like it the first time, try it again.’ Trying new things is always a little nerve racking but think about how much you can miss out on, if you never open your mind (and palate) to something new. I love tofu so much now that I can eat it even without adding anything to it. A complete 180 from my first encounter with it. I encourage you to give it a try and hey, if you don’t like it, you just don’t like it and that is okay too.

I have a ton a tofu recipes that I would love to share with you! I can even make a Tofu 101 post if you guys are interested. Just let me know! In all, never let fear get in the way of you trying something new, every journey begins with a clear mind and an open heart.

-T.L Cannon

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Mediterranean Veggie Sandwich

This recipe was originally inspired by Domino’s Mediterranean veggie sub. Personally, I love their sub but sometimes you just want something homemade instead. I took away and added a little something different to make it my own but in all it was delicious and I totally think it could give Dominos a run for its money. Give it a try and let me know what you think!

Ingredients: serving 2 sandwiches

  • 2 fresh Ciabatta buns
  • 1/2 thinly sliced yellow onion
  • 5 peppadew peppers, halved
  • Banana peppers
  • 4 roasted red pepper slices
  • Handful of fresh spinach
  • 1//2 cup of mozzarella cheese
  • Feta cheese
  • TSP of dried oregano
  • optional: black olives

Directions:

  1. Pre-heat oven to 350 degrees
  2. Slice onions
  3. On bottom half of ciabatta bun, assemble sandwiches: spinach, onions, tomatoes, peppadew peppers, however many banana peppers you like.
  4. Top with mozzarella cheese and feta
  5. Sprinkle oregano on top
  6. Leave sandwich open and place in oven for 5 minutes. Place top bun on sandwich and bake for another 3-5 minutes
  7. ENJOY!